I am miles away from you;
I can see you right there,
When I close my eyes it isn't true,
But open wide it isn't fair.
They told me that the sunshine
May glow upon my path,
But living on that lifeline
Leaves a burning aftermath.
Tommorow seems too far away
To be the answered prayer,
And when you're lost in yesterday,
Today just does not care.
I fill my lungs reluctantly,
Tell myself to simply smile,
I think I want their sympathy,
But it only lasts a while.
I dance in a fresh energy
And wonder how I could,
I think I'm losing memory,
Maybe I never understood.
I wonder if I dreamt this,
Maybe it all isn't true;
Could you still be the sweet bliss?
Could the answer still be you?
Or are the people right?
Should I believe what they say?
Or hold on to that last night,
And know that we will be Ok?
You're words are on a loop,
Lulling me to sleep,
They're begging me to stoop
To a slow and silent creep
Towards you, to forgive you,
To say it's all just fine,
To hold you and ask: Who
Said that you could not be mine?
And all this is just a moment
Of thought flowing through my heart,
From the look that you just sent,
That tore my peace apart.
But how can I be peaceful
When I must close my eyes to see?
I begin to become hopeful,
Then it all comes back to me.
You could be just happy,
Amongst this whisper, this star,
And though it sweetly hurts me,
I really hope you are.
Ch-chin up.
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