'No matter how crazy my life gets, I know you'll be there. And when it's your turn to lose it, you can count on me'
And now I see (no I always saw)
Now I accept where I must go,
What I must seek (other than He)
Because I've always known that
I cannot be who [name] wants
Until I am who I want (and He).
And you (you know exactly who you are)
If you are reading this (hypocrite)
Trying to work out what I'm thinking,
Then here it is,
I'll spell it out for you:
H.O.W. D.A.R.E. Y.O.U.
I could sabotage (I repeat) this if I so wanted to
(I don't want to. Hi, do you even remember me?)
With the secrets and the truth
('the darkest things that we don't like to talk about')
Get off your high horse. It doesn't suit you, sir.
The late night drives,
the letters,
the emails,
the confessions,
the 'chin up's...
But at least now I'm started to believe this.
Because you would never have done this.
Shown me this little respect...
Wait.
That's ridiculous. Where do I start?
