I do not know what to write. However, I do know I want to write. Isn't that annoying?
I have had a lovely week,theoretically. It has been far from what I expected. In a good way. I think.
Shortcuts don't work. Trying to cheat the system leads you back to the start. But I'm not going to dwell in this. This is me being decisive. That's a first. I feel like I say this a lot, but I realllly wish I could articulate the 'blah' in my head, right now.
Time is a healer, but if you sit and do nothing, it will too. You've got to utilise time. Sometimes it's hard for you to do that when you think you'd like to live in tommorow. But tommorow has it's own problems. Not to sound pessimistic, it has loveliness too, but what I think I mean is, you can't leave todays issues to be dealt with tommorow. It may seem like it'll be easier then, but it's like a workload, if you're given a piece of work to do and you leave it till tommorow when you think you'll have more time, you may by then have another piece of work and so in the end you work out having less time for both, pretty much due to procrastination. Which, as I have previously established, is something I am extremely guilty of. You sometimes have to learn the hard way, sometimes it's the only way. It sucks, but at the same time it doesn't.
Please, don't be fooled by my use of second person pronouns, this is, in fact, quite a personal address. It just works better when I read it back, if you understand that?
I think I'm ok now. For why shouldn't I be? Of course, rhetorical. You don't know. I sort of do. God sure does. Simple..kind of.x
