I dreamed a dream.

Hello. So, last night I had one of those really deep sleeps. You know the ones? When you wake up in the morning and have to wait a minute or so before your brain remembers what day it is and who you are. Then you wonder whether the dreams you were lost in, just moments ago, actually happened. Yes? Well, I had one of those sleeps. And the dreams I had were like snapshots of lots of different films. But one of them is really standing out to me. And I can't stop thinking about it:
I was in the middle of a huge open field, all on my own, and a stampede of horses were charging towards me. They were running really fast and I had nowhere to run because there were so many of them. And I couldn't move my legs, they just wouldn't listen to me, so I was just standing, waiting for them. And then my legs started to run, but I wasn't controlling them. They started running towards the horses. Running at them. And I could hear my heart throbbing in my head. And I could feel it punching my chest. But I couldn't stop running. And it was really terrifying. Then just as they were about to trample on me, my dream would switch to something else. But it kept coming back to the horses. And the same thing kept happening. And I believe it was symbolic. And now I'm not entirely sure what to do in these next few days. My fickle emotions are wearing me out. I'm certainly not a pessimistic person, at least, I try not to be. But this is my outlet. It's like a moment when I don't have to breathe. I can just be calm and pretend this is the real world. And to think, I use to crave the real world...

I see you in the distance,
As you surge towards my heart.
And you're running and you're charging
Just for me.
I stare at you with feeble eyes,
As you race towards my body,
And you're rushing and you're stumbling
Just for me.
I shake, with fear inside,
As you endure to fragment me,
And you're dancing and you're galloping
Just for me.
I feel you nearing to me,
As I flutter longingly,
And you're ruthless and you're running
And you're gracious and you're cunning.
And you're righteous and you're lying
And you're laughing and you're crying.
Just for me.
And I'm tender with Love because you broke me.
Just for me?