May the fourth be with you.

This is possibly a record,
It's been five sets of 30ish,
But I can't deny the correlation,
You are the fuel of the phalanges,
You, with your broken promise
And glittering face of pretense,
Or so it seems to me,
Because I know how you crumbled,
And longed for a faith of your own,
And whispered that it was never real.
But what do I know?
I thought you'd be using just one knee today.
What a difference a threat makes.

Aversion Therapy.

You were choosing aversion to erase me,
Aversion for sexual sin,
You were choosing to disgust your core
In the love that we engaged in.
Because this is the shiny brand new you,
The one from the cliche fish mould,
You were choosing aversion to erase me,
Oh, it's a story of old...

A shiny new resolution,
That my heart is gonna' stick to
(Afterall it's 99% glue):
If you are safe, then I am fine,
If you can smile, then I can breathe.

I'm caught in your memory,
And I count down the moments
While dreading the thought of it,
Simultaneously longing for you,
Hoping we will fall into place;
Here's to grace. Cheers.

An owl said your heart broke,
It tore clean in two,
For the love of your saviour,
So faithful, so true,
I long to believe in
The truth of your face,
Whilst hoping we fall into place;
Here's to grace. Cheers.

I wonder - will you look for me
When you lose your way?

It matters not, my star,
For I've made a shiny new resolution
That my heart is gonna' stick to
(Afterall it's 99% you).

Round 2; Missing Word.

They'll never know the way I know,
Never see you through my eyes.

Green: I hate you.
Blue: I love you.

Single Malt _______ Whiskey

Did you tie it round your legs
And smirk with awkward veneer
Because you can't hold in the loss of love
And the veriest of fear
Is clogging up your arteries
And you couldn't hold your body still
Feeling weak and dusky
Sweet and musky creamy husky -
(Was I right to kill)?


Or is she brand new?


B.x

One more time.

Stab me one more time in the dainty heart,
With stories of a day gone by,
Of his lustful thoughts or wandering hand
In tandem with his midnight eye.
Stab me one more time in the dainty heart,
With the truth behind his mould,
That he climbs into everytime I leave,
How I long to believe that his hands are cold.
Stab me one more time in the dainty heart,
With anecdotes of the air hostess,
How he grazed with more than empty words
Her potent, branded chest.
Stab me one more time in the dainty heart,
With a promise: he was never true,
Tell me: he is fine, you are wasting time,
Girl, he was never in love with you.

Junkheart.

You know that I'm in love with you,
Know I always will be.
Haunted by the same dreams,
Hunted by the memory.

You know what I think we should do?
Take a train down to the sea;
Desperate times, desperate measures,
The rain washing over me.

It's the words and pictures that I see,
Flashing images of 'could have been's.
Every iota synonymous,
Every heartbeat a weakening.

It feels like the evening coming closer,
Draw me like a shawl around you.
It's a beautiful sunset, still the sun goes down.

But the sun is new each morning,
Like the mercies of our Saviour.
Is it that the winter's freeze,
Has paralysed this destiny?

Tell me that you love me forever,
And go without another word.
With our hands holding tight together,
Out into the new world.

When you're standing on the edge of nothing,
Tell me I was right to kill.
When you know that I'm in love with you,
Stepping out into the thin air.

And I'm terrified of what I did,
For you'll never take me back now.

I believe again?